Oh, and another thing
Monday, June 11, 2007
I do censor what I write here. I haven't written a ton of stuff out of respect for people and relationships. Some people have been appreciative. Some have been understanding. Others still find a reason to complain. Well, guess what. I am a whole lot less likely to let my better half take control and keep me quiet if you treat me like crap.
I am a mess. I know I am a mess. I tell everyone I meet I am a mess. Even my pizza guy knows I am a mess. So if you do something to hurt me, you are to blame. 100%. And I am not going to treat someone like a friend who doesn't act like one.
In the past the only other reason I didn't write was fear. But the fear has passed. Now I'm pissed. And people that know me know it's not good to have me pissed.
Right now I am trying not to cry. Got a grasp of how much it hurt? You are not the victim, no matter what those you choose to let play you may be saying.
I am a mess. I know I am a mess. I tell everyone I meet I am a mess. Even my pizza guy knows I am a mess. So if you do something to hurt me, you are to blame. 100%. And I am not going to treat someone like a friend who doesn't act like one.
In the past the only other reason I didn't write was fear. But the fear has passed. Now I'm pissed. And people that know me know it's not good to have me pissed.
Right now I am trying not to cry. Got a grasp of how much it hurt? You are not the victim, no matter what those you choose to let play you may be saying.


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