Scared Bunny

Once again I am in a position where I have no idea where this blog will lead.

My wife and I have split, and I see no hope for reconciliation. There is no way someone should be with me right now and I know it.

I am not going to ever write about her or our relationship again. What I felt and feel for her is not something for entertainment purposes. What we went through is not something to make light of. I love, and will always love, her. So don’t expect to see her story in my blog. It belongs nowhere but my heart.

I was also told people think I am creepy if I write about how I am going to therapy and o medication. Unfortunately that is my life right now. All I can do is try to get healthy so maybe I can be at least someone who people can stand to be around. I also need it for myself because I can’t live a life where I feel scared all the time, and I really don’t want to have to dull the pain with medication forever.

I also don’t se myself dating. It hurts too much to even think about it.

So what will I write?

I have no idea.