Just a couple of things
Sunday, September 17, 2006
OK, this is going to be brief.
First, I jumped the gun. I should not have referred to the one woman that matters as an ex, because, well, she's not. We had an argument but we have worked it out. When you are an insecure paranoid asshole, you can be hard to deal with at times. But we got past it and, I think, have agreed how to deal with things. I will have to get some of my shit under control if I want to keep her, and, well, I do want to keep her as long as she'll have me.
Second, let me explain something. If I canÂt be totally honest I can't write. But I am not going to keep a blog that is a secret from the person I care about. That wouldn't be fair. If I am going to put our shit out there, I owe it to her to let her know. Actually in this case I think a lot of what I can't say now will be something I can say later. I just have to protect her somewhat. If I say what I am thinking then certain other problems will crop up. I canÂt do that to her.
And, Meka, I do love to write. I need to write. I may not be able to write about some things. Maybe I need to start a book or something. I wonder if anyone would buy a book I wrote. I'd even write a book about the crazy exes if people would read it. Mostly because I want to be rich and famous.
Sorry, could have just put this in the forum.
First, I jumped the gun. I should not have referred to the one woman that matters as an ex, because, well, she's not. We had an argument but we have worked it out. When you are an insecure paranoid asshole, you can be hard to deal with at times. But we got past it and, I think, have agreed how to deal with things. I will have to get some of my shit under control if I want to keep her, and, well, I do want to keep her as long as she'll have me.
Second, let me explain something. If I canÂt be totally honest I can't write. But I am not going to keep a blog that is a secret from the person I care about. That wouldn't be fair. If I am going to put our shit out there, I owe it to her to let her know. Actually in this case I think a lot of what I can't say now will be something I can say later. I just have to protect her somewhat. If I say what I am thinking then certain other problems will crop up. I canÂt do that to her.
And, Meka, I do love to write. I need to write. I may not be able to write about some things. Maybe I need to start a book or something. I wonder if anyone would buy a book I wrote. I'd even write a book about the crazy exes if people would read it. Mostly because I want to be rich and famous.
Sorry, could have just put this in the forum.
posted by R. U. Serious at 9/17/2006 12:22:00 AM
I'm R. U. Serious
From United States
I have nothing to say. I plead the 5th.
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