Scared Bunny

I know I missed last night. Basically I was with that girl and we had a really great night. Certain things have to take priority. I mean, shit, how am I going to tell crazy dating stories if I don’t have any dates? So that is what I was doing, and, no, I am not going to write about it. I just am not going to do that to someone I am dating. I feel kinda bad still about even saying what I have said.

But that doesn’t mean I won’t post at all. I still have stuff to talk about. I mean, seriously, I have stuff. Like, um, well.

Now I know why there are so many political blogs. There is always something to write about. If you are a Republican that hates Democrats, some Democrat somewhere did something that was in the news, and you get to bitch about that. Same goes for Democrats that hate Republicans. They have it even easier because even if things were perfect the President will be in the news every day. The independent voters have it even easier because they get to choose from both Democrats and Republicans.

But I have to have a story to work from. It doesn’t have to be mine, but it does have to be a story. And for those of you whose blogs I visit…you have not been leading interesting lives either. None of you are doing incredibly stupid dating things right now. Well, maybe you are, but you aren’t blogging about it. I mean, we do have Jazz engaging in her new boyfriend’s foot fetish, but that’s about it. And while I could mention the whole “Don’t date people from work” thing, that is just way too easy. Even she has mentioned that as a bad idea. That’s just not enough for me to work with.

I added a new link to a blog I like to read, My Neighbours Are Hoors, but even they don’t have any great stories lately. Of course you really have to kind of get to know hookers for the wild stories. I know the stories are there though. I really can’t advise that someone become really close to them just to get the stories though. There is some serious risk there, and it can go beyond emotional risk. Maybe it’s different in the UK, but I am betting it’s not. Plus, even if the prostitutes are different, the guys that pay them probably aren’t

Usually NML is good for inspiration, but even her love life isn’t inspiring me. Sure she is having some shitty dates, but she isn’t really doing anything crazy. She does have some guys in her life that should just go away, but that has been discussed already. Plus, she has the same problem the Hoors blog has. There are these stray “u”s in their words and, being an American, I get real confused. We really don’t understand these “u”s all over the place.

Unfortunately, when things are going well, it’s harder to have things to write about. As you may remember I was once called “The most bitter nutbag in the blogging business”. So when things are going well, it is not easy to be bitter. In fact, it is fucking hard to be bitter right now. I can be nervous about things, but that’s about it. And, I will admit, I am kind of nervous. The fact is she is not really that settled down yet. I am OK with that in some ways, because it’s not like we’re getting married. On the other hand, what “settled” means is different for different people. Does “settled” matter if being “unsettled” doesn’t include fooling around with other guys? Oh, and girls too. It’s still cheating even if it’s 2 chicks. Really, I am not looking for a wife right now.

I think I may be one of the strangest people. I don’t want to be married or engaged right now. I don’t want a live in girlfriend. But I also do not want to date around, so I do want to be exclusive. It’s hard to say if I want to be “serious” because, on one hand, serious seems to imply that you are heading towards marriage, and that would be way down the road. Some people think exclusive=serious, and if it does, then I do want to be serious. There needs to be a word for exclusive, but not pondering a life together. Plus, what do you call someone that is your only romantic interest, but not yet someone you think will be the one you spend your life with. Once you say “girlfriend” it’s like people start wondering when you will pop the question.

Plus, I realize the only way to deal with my trust issues is to start pushing it. Yeah, someone can be away from me, and even out, but not doing anything wrong. Just because every woman I dated in the past was either lying, cheating, stealing or stripping when we weren’t together doesn’t mean that everyone does that. At least I hope that’s not what it means, because that shit would really suck.

Oh, and thanks to Goodman, the morning DJ at KTCL in Denver. He featured Scary Personals on his show this morning, and I guess he has some listeners that like it. I am betting they really liked Gun Guy. And, really, what’s not to like. That has to be the most disturbing pic ever sent in for a non-sex perv dating site. I bet that one would be bad even at the really perverted sites. I’m not going to do the research to find out though, because that guy already scares me enough. If there are worse out there, I am not sure I want to see them.